Sunday 10/30/16

Today, was very long. I had forgot to take my meds this morning so little things were bothering me. I am thankfull for every day that I have.

I really should be asleep right now, but my head will not shut off. Having insomnia with my anxities, really is hard. But I have been slowly trying to get healthier. It is not easy. For a long time I was addicted to soda. But, with the help of my boyfriend, I rarely drink it now.

The next thing I want to work on giving up or at least cutting way back on my intake, is sugar. I know it is not going to be easy. It will probably be harder than soda.

Hopefully this week I will get around to writting about budgeting, and how I plan on making one, along with a weekly meal plan. I hate not knowing what is going to be made for dinner.

Good night, have a blessed slumber!


A little about meĀ 

Hi, I am Victoria, and I am nervous about writing about myself. Why? Because I have severe anxiety. Every day, I deal with social anxiety, agorophobia, and generalized anxiety. There are days where I find myself wishing for a “normal” life. But, I don’t know what that looks like. So, I do the best that I can.

I am a mother of two wondrful boys, ages ten and three and a half. My youngest, Carter, has some specials needs, but we are working with a speech therapist to help im, and he has made so much improvement. My oldest, Nathanael, is so sweet and loving, he has a tendency of trying to be my little protector since his dad left eight years ago.

My boys are my world, and I would move mountains for them. That is all for tonight, since it is almost midnight.